Wednesday, May 21, 2008


So..... I'm really fed up with life right now... for some reason I don't seem to care about anyting. I think I'm in shock about all the shit thats going on right now I supose. I'm gonna make another list.

1. I'm frustrated because SOMEBODY has to please other people and can't think about what he can do to improve the situation for himself and it sucks to watch that.

2. My best friend is moving away. Again. Why does this keep happening?

3. I seem to be boy-retarded. It sucks.

4. A very good friend of mine is REALLY sick.

5. It's taking forever to get into our new house because the freaking person doing the financeing is a stupid dyke.

6. I need more money to do the 2 big things I want(fix up my car and go to New York next spring break), so I need more shifts at work.

I need a new way of expressing myself..... maybe I'll try a chart.

Oh wow....

I totally forgot I posted that...... woops...

Sunday, May 18, 2008


I'm drunk with Naalie right now... its taken me so lin gto type this one thing... I can't remember the last time I was this drunk.... WOOT!!

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

New Beginning

So, The Three Muskatinas are back together (that's my 2 best friends and me) and we have decided that we deserve a heck of a lot more than what we've been putting up with. You remember Jane?? Well, she made a summer resolution to.... um, do SOMETHING this summer.... not gonna say what it is because she'll kill me a little bit. You haven't met Natalie yet. Her resolution is to live life to the fullest and not let any guy rip her heart out. My resolution, and I worked very hard on this, is to stop being so emo about certain things. What happened happened and I can't do anything about it, so why be upset? I just need to move on with my life to bigger and better things.
I am going to take every opportunity life throws at me with my head held high and a REAL smile. We don't deserve any less.

Monday, May 5, 2008

Hmmmm... didn't see that comeing

Yeah.... I just kinda realized that the guy I like is actually kind of pathetic. I mean, I love him to death and hopefully, we'll always be friends, but his situation is just really sad, especially since he's not doing anything to help it.
I love having epiphanies that make you feel a bit less like shit.